My guess is your seeing what I see
People's lives are just being snuffed out
And there's nothing you can do about it
It's hard to watch everyday
Is dying unwinding
I think if I was you it would drive me crazy
Because you know all the rules
And you know there is a dog on the other side of that fence that will bite
I didn't realize that until Friday actually
One of the Professors wrote an article that made me understand
There's two sides to that story that will apply
I don't have a name for him not yet any way
Your a lovey Heart and this is going to be very hard on you
Now how will we keep each other from getting so lost in it
Remember when I told you my brother could slit anybodies throat
I had to learn to love around that fact and I did
I saw it as business even if it did take me a long time to accept that it was part of it
I knew I had to be a grown up about it
And not allow a soft heart to judge him for it
But then I saw him do it to his family
And then I found it hard to like him as a person
And I lost every bit of respect that I had for him as a business man
Because then I knew that he didn't care what he did to people
He used his own family to live like a king while they were barely surviving on what he was paying
I asked him why he would do that
And he told me he didn't care if they left because he could hire two illegals for the price of one
His family helped him start his business and stuck with him through thick and thin
But that didn't cut any ice because it was all about the money and nothing more
I suppose we both learned a lesson about loyalty at the same time
I found out he wasn't worth being loyal to
So I slit his throat on a side job for his family
They were my friends and they were hurting
They couldn't save or live on what he was paying them
It blew him away when he found out I did it
I didn't care and I did it because I could
He mistook me for the blond I'm not
And sometimes you have to be bad to be good
And then I walked away.....until I thought he was sick
And you know the rest of that story
And then there was you
