An interesting thought to think through
Not just for that of soul
But for also that of you
Soul came in 2002
She barged right in my door
There was no turning her around
She just kept coming back for more
She wanted to talk to the real brother
Who promptly called her a whore
He didn’t tell that to her face
Only after I shut the door
She said she found her twin
She asked my brother much
He didn’t tell her anything
Except for her not to touch
It was that guy code thing
He didn’t even tell her why
Just that she should stop looking
And not to even try
That’s how I got custody of soul
Although I knew her years before
She always had those eyes that way
Intense but 3 x more
Water is hard on fire
Especially before I understood the way
She was a prude about everything
So there was to much I wasn’t supposed to say
So I’d just do it anyway
It was shock therapy
It used to make her as unhappy as can be
Which was very weird to want to hang around me
So I guess she just wanted to learn how to be
That’s what I call it anyway
Just accepting yourself for who you are
And then just allowing yourself to be it
How strange is it that I rejected her for who she wanted to be
That wasn’t in my direction booklet lol
Talk about stick your foot in your mouth
I bet she thought I judged her
And I only spun away from the moment
But it was obvious as hell
And just as uncomfortable to
I was as surprised by that
As I was surprised by you
