And if I lived in the world of dark
Where nary no light would be
Why shall not I reach for the spark
That takes away darkness's misery

Shall I nail myself in a coffin before death
And wait for the worms to roam
To waste my life in withered breath
And die no love to own

God is love and not resent
How might his wishes feel
When repair cannot be done from damage sown
His wish is to waste my life alone

No I think my God is not the God of misery
That I would waste my life alone
No book was left by he
That was man's choice to do alone

If by choice you chose man say
When God would speak to you through soul
And you grabbed a sparkle in it's joy
Have you now double damned your soul

No I think not for now your misery has shown
Either love was never in your life or it left you on it's own
And in doing so you chose a spark to light your life
Only man would damn you for the loss of the roll
God prefers a happier whole man has no say to judge of the soul