I refuse to allow anyone to get close enough
To be a family thought
I actually am not conscience of doing it
But I think I do it very well
And not for the fact that I'm not good enough
But I look for their hidden tell
It's a constant anymore
Because all seem exactly what they are not
Which makes it now a variegated mix
To a very interesting plot perhaps I just need a rest
And that's what I should do
Maybe solar flares are putting me off
On the interpretation of my view
I think I lost the man made of this week
And only got the Universal send
Does it really matter anyhow
If this is all just the world of pretend
Which is so tiring on the twist
I think I'm keeping people at arms length again
What I do know is I need to go to bed
And stop trying to figure out
What's playing in my head
