I don't even recognise my life right now. I kept such a tight reign on it for years to keep it all working out somehow. The Universe decided I wasn't supposed to have control, so I stepped back, so he could dig a bigger hole. I'm mean what was up with that, like I already didn't know what he would do, and damn staight up if he didn't do it to.
I'm pretty sure he did it on purpose, he's still like a little kid, and his mom wants him home.
But I'm not a little kid anymore and pretty stubborn to boot, so they only way he can get what he wants, is by what he's putting me through.
He doesn't say it, but I think your the reason he didn't pay the phone bill, or it really just is coz his ass can't manage money. Who knows, I can't figure him out and I been trying for 18 years.
Oh well if you can admit your mistakes you can learn from them, and that was a big one, or was it, because somehow on this rocky road I call life, you found me, which was a very cool thing.
So I guess you just got to walk the path till you get were your going. It helps to think about it that way. At least it helps me anyway.
I don't know how any of this ends baby, but I'm glad I have you to talk to sort of lol. It does help.