Monday, March 10, 2008

Mind puke

I have no idea I can't make a connection
I realize He sold my stuff
Even after I specifically told him not to
Which is still a pain in my ass by the way
I think this has to do with the idea of One Love
Which is God that we make up individually as a whole
But that does not give my the brother right to rip me off
I have the right to being angry about being used
Caligula, Poseidon, the Minotaur
High school musical, heck the twin kids on Disney picked on me for that
showing someone else was singing the part in the back ground
That was some bs I might add
I mean just exactly how many movies did I help right
And not get paid for just because he felt like it.
At least you didn't lie to me.
Do you know how bad that crap actually tortured my mind?
That shit made me sick no joke.
Now you want me to kiss his butt, no way not until I get an explanation
I believe he owes me a few bucks to since I never hired him as my pimp
I find it hard to believe he did what he did but
Hey that's the way I wrote the script not him
Don't get me wrong I do still love him for him
My views on my spirituality have not changed
Ruby was your teacher, until it was time for you to have a new one
All things have to grow
That was not his toxic waste to sell, it was mine.
You are my new teacher, I gave you my permission
And I'm pretty sure you were the only one I was writing to anyway.
He was just collecting and selling on the commission.
I don't like to be taken advantage of and I asked him if he had every told anyone
of the things I used to talk to him about. He told me no, he lied right to my face.
I mean how many stories have been written off the template that's mine?
Not cool! Universal made some big bucks off my ass, as well as a few others.
And you want me to be happy about that fact.
Hell "Lost" I don't have to die for them again and I refuse to do it for nothing!
If they want to use my crap they can pay me. That doesn't have anything to do with my spirituality