Loves contemplation says
One love sold me
And the other love bought me
All without me knowing it

Contemplation asks
How do I feel about that
Sold out
And Honored at the same time

Sold out by my brother
Who put me through way to much
To ever come under my definition of love
I can't fathom him not stepping in if he cared

And then Honored by this man
Who stepped out of the sky
My mind is skipping digits in the code
Because it says you love me to much

Loves contemplation is an always for me
But this is a surprise by a thousand times three
I dare someone else to walk their ass on through it
It's a pretty heavy cause with no ending to it