Buying despair is bad Cap
It weighs twice as much as hope
It puts the soul stressed at best
When it carries to much to cope
I suppose the answer must be all together
To lighten up the load
But if we continue to take it on
How will we ever reach the shoal
Dragging around an iron anchor
Making extra links in the chain
How will we ever go forward
If backward makes the gain

Now I'm looking ahead
More than a day or two ago
Usually your the one that's gone
This time it's my turn to go
I'll be in and out for a day or two
But I really wanted you to know
I've grown quite attached in loving you
And I'm going to miss you so
Just so you know
On what's the draw of the deal
The last time it was 10 days
To get power on the line
But that's the spin of the wheel
Depending on the line
There might be nothing left
It's got a back door ring
And depending on the water
And a few other kind of things
I got me a gennie
If there's anything left to plug it to
Jupiter is on a stand
So no worries be coming from you
You'll just get wrinkles anyway
And there's nothing you can do
If you be real quite
Every night when you climb in
I'll come and kiss you nite
Till I can speak with you again

I see the rat packs back
Spreading disease with so much care
Their little dip shit lies
With little pink eyes
That show assholes never care
Little pink pigtails
Corkscrewed from such unease
Just aching for a squeeze
Thinking that their reticulated pythons
With some man eater kind of please
Little dip shit hypocrites
Born without a heart to care
The kind that I despise
And would kill just on a dare

You drive me crazy Heart
I can't tell good from bad
What I think is a thousand miles apart
From the first thought that came off bad

I don't think of my own bar
I think of the doom from the red room
And I don't understand the personality in a jar
Or how you can pick my oldest kid's nickname to

And I don't know if dylan was good or bad
Coz I pulled a knock out of my own
Not one but two in a week so far
I just know they bugged me on my own

This is a jackslap energy
And I'm nervous as all crap
They can tell for weeks were one is going
And they can't tell were the other one is going yet

So I'm sorry for the cranky
But the guy is still cute in his little hat
And how is it your everywhere
That my eyes are always looking at

How did you know I had a rose bar
And it's a stone placed as a shiner
Mr nosy!
This shit is getting to freaky for words
The little dude in the hat was cute
I like a man who wears his own style
And has an economical head on him to
I bet he's always good for a smile
Now go play with rosearita refry
Just another kind of bean
Coz I don't want to deal with dudes
That treat other people mean!

Your in the red room
Sipping from the heart of death
Partaking of some small child
What should be not stolen from her breath

Service with a smile
Taken by the small of minded to
Raised and tended so lovingly
So they can be slaughtered on full view

No need to be so frozen
Because that would require a heart
Which I don't suppose you have one to
If you can tear a childs apart

Smart you are
But who gives a damn
Your now considered the walking dead
And I don't eat spam

Why can't the masses be bigger than the market
If we don't buy it don't fly
Now just exactly how do you filter that into your equation
Oil consumption is down across the board
There is only so much blood you can squeeze out of a turnip
What exactly would happen if the whole said screw you
We're only buying the barest of essentials
There's not that many wealthy in the world to keep it flowing
Pretty soon you'd end up with only each other to cannibalize
Even the rich or well off are not paying their bills
I can tell you that by a friend that has a yard service
Half of his customers are 3 months behind
Another friend has a property management business
Same malfunction even the wealthy are feeling it hard
One of the big bank dudes has lost so much weight from stress
It's not even funny it's actually scary
And he admits it from stressin so bad on the bank situation
If enough people go in the opposite direction
You can turn the direction of a swirl
Good morning to you Sir
How was your flight home
Not as turbulent as this conversation was I hope

ooo I'm gettin crankyfied
I just slammed a dude named meat
And no he wasn't a ball
Or some dick swinging treat
Damn I'm sick of the piss poor excuse
Of government insanity
And I'm tired of the cover up
From their psycho psyop company

There's a storm blowin in Cap
I'll hold my breath no doubt
Because of the track it's taking
We'll hang out and ride it out
You can't tell where it's going
And everywhere could put you in harm
This ones pushin water from the backside
So everyone is on a state of alarm
What a radical wait
Your nerves get a little frayed
All you can do is batten down
And do a lot of prayin
In a way it's a very good thing though
My friends will go back to work
But it's a bite to do it this way
And you just hope nobody gets to hurt

I been missing you
Just one more day
It feels like a thousand lifetimes
Since you left to go away

Tomorrow can't come soon enough
I just wanta see your smile
Coz Baby I been missing you
Not just today but all the while

It's a forever kind of always
When I'm sad and missing you
The days are always long days
And my nights are lonely to

From missing you all day long
And through the night on to
Just one more day to while away
Till I see a smile from you
And I know I didn't show it
But I been missing you